as many will know this week has been hard phycologically, I have been wondering what impact I have been making, if any and what is the point. many quastions have been arising duse to social situation here and other reasons.
so i decided yo give myself a bit of a break from PGH, some thinking time, while i went to Nakuru Nursing home instead. so this week has turned out well for me emotionally, i needed the time to reassess and to tell myself not to worry. for the moment i am thinking small rather than looking at the big picture, the big picture is too scary for now.
so i have occupied myself with making leaflets and posters for the Youth Centre at PGH where they give free testing for STIs and free councelling. this has meant that i can feel productive. i have also been visiting Sipora- she is an out patient in NNH who has been there for 5 months now as she cannot aford to pay the bill. i go and visit her to chat, have been reading to her and now suggested to her that she could write some letters for Amnesty International. she is board restless and want to be out. i feel for her.
so far i have gotten alot more than i have given from being here but i am learning that i have to accept that at least for now and help in small ways that i see each day. try to help individuals until i see my plae in the grand scale of things.
i have been praying alot, Africa i feel brings you closer to God. I thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers, they are SO valuable to me and what yet me through each day.
love to everyone xxx
Friday, October 19, 2007
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